I want to be inspired

It's becoming increasingly difficult for me to feel inspired by anything nowadays. I don't give myself time to stop and LOOK at anything. I'm always behind, playing catch-up. Catch-up on sleep, on life, on work, on sanity. Too much clutter in my brain and not enough air to breathe. When was the last time I was able to sit down in a park and read? When was the last time I sat at the window and wrote a poem? I know I need to make time, but it literally is impossible.

Barcelona was inspiring, but that was 9 months ago. Maybe I should ask to be transferred there...