The world has turned itself upside down

My world that is. This will be the first time in months that I have had three, yes THREE, full nights of sleep in a row in months! I can't remember the last time I even had TWO nights of sleep in a row. I suppose it was time for change. Even just a week or two of change. I know that I will never be able to stop drinking. I know that I will never be able to stop partying. But I do know that I can cut down and I do know that I don't have to be the wreck I have become in the past few months. How many black-outs have I had recently? Exactly. I can't remember.

I kind of missed myself.